Actually I am still trying to find out the meaning in life, although I tried a lot of things in this world. I still don't really find it complete and I don't know what is missing exactly.
Could someone help me please?
still trying to master my emotions
Quite a fruitful day i suppose!
i woke up and rushed to get my hair treatment done. after that i went straight to find azmi, when i reached his ward, his bed is covered with curtains i took a peak and discovered 2 young nurses inside.. TO MY HORROR....
they were dressing up his wound for him, HAHA! i sat down and have some chatters with him.. he seems to be doing well, soon after his mom came.. and then i went off so that the others can come visit him due to the maximum limit visitors rule.
so i went to back to... BEDOK bought a mud crab and went home to cook crab noodle. it's my first time chopping up a live crab. everything seemed normal to me, perhaps because i'had watched too much of cooking videos on youtube.
AHH... now den again, it's night.. i am getting emotional. i tried to drama things again although that's not what i really felt. it just feels like i am back to this again - http://unforgetable-love.blogspot.com .. how foolish i realised.
Hello again! finally i decided to continue blogging, if i have the time. Oh ya, update about myself. after ite i went ngeeann poly for business studies but i found out that its so boring to study so i quit school after a year. i joined army after that, and now i am a regular in the guards formation. 1 and a half year has passed i am a 3sg now and going 2sg in few months later.
hmm.. recently still doing my hair treatment and eh.. money is spending fast in order to provide for family and to pay for my expenses especially the hair treatment!
picked up some new hobbies like playing street fighter 4 and fishing (but no fish at all :( ) ..
will try to update regularly if i have the time, u know.. i am a busy man now. haha! cya!!
